Yeap..Its already 00 14..that marks the end of my birth date..even though im only officially 15 now..

Didnt really do much today..Yeap was forced to go out for dinner..Urgh!!
Really bloated..Luckily no birthday cake..If not im gonna be very angry..Cause seriously i just dun have the mood to celebrate..
The matter still lingers in my head..I just dun understand why it is so sudden..

Erm..the hole in my heart still remains there..but today feelings was much better than those previous days..So yea..

I wodner when we are able to talk again..i really wanna know the full truth..

brandz.panguin.