Like i say, the hole in my heart that could not recover for 6 months..was recovering slowly..but now, the hole just grew bigger..And this time round, i believe its gonna be much worse..

Till now, i really dun have the mood to do much stuffs..but today, tried my best to change things around..Supposed to wake up at 6 plus..so that im can meet YC at Paya Lebar station at 8.15am..In the end, woke up late..Rushed to Toa payoh Lorong 8 to have breakfast with YC instead..His uncle brought us to Pasir Ris Downtown East..Gotta to "take care" of some kids of 7years to 10years~
Omg..Those kids were really super high!! At first, went there..Realised that both of us were big-sized to them..Hahhaha..THough they were super mischevious, but still it was worthwhile..
Throughout the day, i kept thinking what have just gone wrong..Really upset..

I dunno whats the reason totally for all these stuffs to happen in that manner..but i really hope you can tell me soon monkey..
I really miss you badly now..

Haix..Tmr still need go school..shall end here..no mood to do anything anyway..
Would things turn out for the best?? i really hope so..

brandz.panguin.