Probably in about 3 1/2hours time, its just gonna be a normal day to me..Hahahaha..it doesnt just seems to be a special day to me anymore..Its just a day where im finally 15years old that's all..so yea..tmr im just going to stay at home and live with a normal life..I dun see anything significant to celebrate this day anymore..The feeling to celebrate that day is gone..Well, probably i should just know that im officially 15yrs old thats all..

Today woke up around 8 plus..went out at 9 to go back to school for my CCA..Realised that im starting to lose the strength of my voice..Its getting lower and lower..My drills were apparently just deteriorating..probably just didnt have the mood today..
My juniors are really learning very fast!! keep up the good work!! JYJY..

U said the matter was just something small?? It may be to you now..But somehow, the matter is big to me now..apparently within that half a month, I just started to have great feelings towards that matter..but within one day, everything is gone..I cant blame you..I believe there are more reasons in why this matter have to be stopped..(I really miss you badly now monkey..)
Furthermore, i have no rights to make this matter relive again..
Well, i can see that you are better now..Still, i will wish good luck for what you gonna do..

The hole in my heart looks like its not gonna recover..Its really heart-wrenching to know bout the news..


Tmr will just an ordinary day to me..No significance belonging to the date anymore..It will be very empty..


Monkey, All the best for your studies and life..Erm..yea happy birthday in advance too..


Its not all about whether to face reality anot..but just rmbr what was said on 27th nov and on 29th nov..Its really very painful to the heart and shocking seriously..

brandz.panguin.