Looks like starting from today onwards, my whole life will be changed again..

I thought everything that was planned would be successful..but looking from the situation now, i doubt its gonna happen already..I have no one to blame but just myself..I waited for this week to end, probably to think that something good would happen..But it happened to be otherwise..I have seriously no mood to talk to anyone now..It just happened when i woke up..
I feel damn suffocated now..i need to go out to somewhere to be just all alone..I have no mood to talk now..Shall end here then..

I would always rmbr the day when i had my lunch on flagday..
Monkey, just wanna tell you this..i really do miss you badly..
ILY :)

I dunno why must things turn out this way?? Its just too shocking k..I didnt even have sufficient time to digest it completely..Im like so pathetic now..Haix..really feeling very hopeless..

Thought the message was gonna be a good news..but it turned out otherwise..Hurt badly now..
The hole that didnt heal for at least 6 months..was just about to recover and now, the wound is much worse..Its gonna be much longer this time round..

brandz.panguin.