Haix..Its really bored to go back to school just to study..the bridging progamme just doesnt seemed to help me much lor..Seriously im already in that holiday mood whereby i just wanna rest, slack and think bout someone that's all..Im currently soon to have my mental breakdown but i still have one more week of bridging progamme to attend!!! Argh!! Isnt it just killing my time?!?! Apparently after bridging programme, two days later, i will be flying off to China, Shandong.. And the worst things is that once i touch down on Singapore at 05 45..i will be having my breakfast and i straightaway have to rush down to school?!?!? Cause i have to do my CCA flag day!!! Grrr...Isnt it just so pathetic?!?!? Pls la people, GIVE me a very good break can?? My schedule is like so packed for next week?? Monday, Wednesday and Friday i think i will be having rehearsal for dancing and on Tuesday and Thursday, i will be helping out for the FAC training..Urgh..

Im feeling kind of not feeling well..But i doubt its cause of the jab i took yesterday..my predictions is that its cause of me staying so late in school and sleeping so late?!!??! I really cant take it..really wanna close my eyes soon..


I know that things between us can be better..but just that we have to have to make the initiative to remove that hostility between us can? I really wanna talk to you before we go to China..I know im not able to do the talking there..so can we talk in Singapore instead? I miss talkng to you so much..Till now, seriously i still do consider you as someone that i do confide in...I realy hope things between us can be better... i miss you badly now..


Im still wondering bout whether to wanna go for the friday thing..Will i make things better or worse??

brandz.panguin.