Thursday, March 25, 2010
2:30 AM
Its never too late. But how much hope left?
Its just thursday and i cant take it anymore..such a horrible week..I hate it!! i dunno why things aint any better from last week..
brandz.panguin.
my memory is not really functioning well for this week..dunno why..
Feeling really tired, dun wanna think of so many stuffs..Have no mood to do anything..I just wanna close my eyes..And think of nothing..Down and out..
Wednesday, had PE in the morning..Really can't take it! Feel like taking a chopper and become a murderer..Seriously, i cant take it during PE lesson..There is never a smile on his face when he is with my class..What's wrong with him?! Everytime, also not happy..Why of all does it have to be .....?? and worst thing, is with my class!! OMG!!
Well, received a msg on wednesday..really shocked when i saw it..Well, gonna settle some stuffs on saturday..Clarify some things..I think its time the truth comes to light and know the truth of some stuffs..It boils down all to my own doings..im ashamed..but i wanna to clear the whole mess and make things better..But can all these happen? I wonder..
Tmr have biology..gonna practice for spa..Chemistry gonna study electrolysis..Really hope i have the energy to study and after assembly, got chinese paper to do!! Urgh!! have to really sit down and concentrate..Cant just play with it around my fingers..
Well, saw the board on who are the winners for speech day!! Wohoo!! Deborah, Eli, Ho yang, Hilary and Shawn are getting awards too!! Congrats! to you all! Sorry if i have left out anyone else whom i know..thats all that i can rmbr.. i got Best in cadet for sjab and some award for community service..dunno whats that for..so yea..
I decided to do my duty totally without playing..i dun wanna u to feel left out alone there..So yea..sometimes sacrifices are needed to make things go smoothly..so yea do good luck! :)
Well gonna rest for now, shall study later..cant waste anymore time..
congrats on getting the best in cadet for GB and top in Chinese! Really happy for you..Right from the start, i knew u will get the best in cadet..whatever u have done will be recognised :) Be happy.. Im sorry for what my attitude today..im at fault..real sorry.. i miss you :)
brandz.panguin.
