Haix..after 2days of school and im feeling reli frustrated..haven get the momentum of my studies lor..haix..really down lately..currently no one to talk to..haix..life sux badly..dunno wad to do..wanna talk to somebody but sad to say..that person and i sat like from one end to the other end lor..haix..how to talk sia..how to communicate..haix..reli sad..


Even worse, my CCA stand down for the moment and now cant get promoted and get post..haix..AFA coming soon then no time to study for it lor..Miss my CCA so much lor..


Later still have to do my homework le..cant slack anymore..JIA YOU JIA YOU!!



Sheep, reli wanna talk to u..anyway u did a great job for ur video..its very nice..JIA YOU JIA YOU..im sure u and ur team can get GOLD de k!!! ALL THE WAY!! good luck k..

brandz.panguin.

haix..im reli freaking lazy!! haven finish chinese and chemistry homework..haix..left with at least 3more days..and i haven done anything productive..shit..later gotta buck up like shit alr..cant slack alr..i have enough of leisure time alr..haix..JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

Currently all alone at home..hahahaa..have all the freedom to myself now..haix..procrastinating veery badly...im still thinking when will i be able to get my rank and post when my camp have alr been postponed!?!?!?!?! DYSS alr got their "POC" !! reli dunnno what post i may get lor..haix..reli worried..hope to get a good one ba..and my dreams is to strive hard for my studies, go for OTC and be a SJAB officer ...ahahhaha..wanna be under JL sir one day..and work towards my dreams..

The promise that i made of waiting even after O lvl..i will continue to keep it as a promise no matter what circumstances there is..


SHeep, jia you jia you in finishing ur homework..u can do it!! Do enjoy ur holis k!! if need any help..i will try my best to help u out ya!! TaKE Care.. =D

brandz.panguin.

hahahaha..today went to Xinmin SEcondary sch at HOugang to watch sinma comp..hahaha..seriously the malaysia teams were fascinating and awesome!!! Though their ways and standards for CPR and footdrill is different from us..but it was really a big eye-opening to me..but somehow at least Singapore team still did a great job..but sad to say..dunno who won cos i rushed to have lunch after seeing all the cases..without waiting for the results..hahaha..went to PS and planned to eat lunch with most of the SJI ppl..YTSS ppl cant go lor..haix..In the end..we went to watch "GHosts of my girlfriend's past" and it was also super awesome!!! hahaha..was freaking funny and at the last part..outstanding cos it was really very touching..hahaha..a movie that cant be missed!! see how lazy i am..still got plenty of homework to do but still go out to watch movie..hahaha..currently broke..nvm ba..when i was watching the touching part..someone suddenly came into my mind lor..but sad, the person still overseas..

Currently having rashes around my feet and fingers..due to some plasticine required for the geog proj..had no choice to but to touch them..super itchy lor!! haix..so many dots on my fingers..so gross..in the nite..surely become MONKEY..cant take it..haix..nvm la..



SHeep, take care of urself ya!! jia you jia you for ur homework k!! if got any probs, i'll try my best to help you yeah?? enjoy ur holis ba..

brandz.panguin.

haix..__ ____ today goin overseas le..so sad..whole holi except for 1st week didnt see alr..I wanna wish that person a happy and wonderful journey ba..ENJOY UR TRIP K!! have fun..take care __ ____. Anyway today woke up around 10 plus and was walking around the house like zombie..planned to do my homework at 2pm but in the end, i kept procrastinating till 5 plus and that was the time which i nid to go out!! see how lazy am i lately..haix..(having the habit of letting the tv switch on while i sleep..)Went to bugis temple to pray and i had to walk around for like 2hours before meeting my aunt and cousin for dinner?!!??! and the bill was "super nice" with few dishes lor.. after that went to eat durian and now then i realised that bitter durian tasted not bad k serious!! Now im reli feeling very hot in the body lor..haix..plus i heard that my annul promotion camp is postponed to further notice due to H1N1..haix..sad currently cos of 2 things - __ ____ and my rank and post!! Heard that onli after sjab day then can get both rank and post..haix..so long sia!!! argh!! why!?!?!?!?!!??! wad to do..cant do anything..haix..anyway left with somemore homework and nowadays i just feel like relaxing lor..dun feel like doing it at all..haix..




Touch my hand by David Archuleta:
Saw you from the distance,Saw you from the stage,Something 'bout the look in your eyes,Something 'bout your beautiful face,In a sea of people,There was only you,I never knew what this song was about,But suddenly now I do,
Trying to reach out to you,Touch my hand,Reach out as far as you can,Only me, only you, and the band,Trying to reach out to you,Touch my hand,
Can't let the music stop,Can't let this feeling end,Cause if I do it'll all be over,I'll never see you again,
Can't let the music stop,Until I touch your hand,Cause if I do it'll all be over,I'll never get the chance again,I'll never get the chance again,I'll never get the chance again,
I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,I wonder why all the the stars,But the one that's shining out so bright,Is the one right where you are,
Trying to reach out to you,Touch my hand,Reach out as far as you can,Only me, only you, and the band,Trying to reach out to you,Touch my hand,
Can't let the music stop,Can't let this feeling end,Cause if I do it'll all be over,I'll never see you again,
Can't let the music stop,Until I touch your hand,Cause if I do it'll all be over,I'll never get the chance again,I'll never get the chance again,
Saw you from the distance,Saw you from the stage,Something 'bout the look in your eyes,Something 'bout your beautiful face,
Can't let the music stop,Can't let this feeling end,Cause if I do it'll all be over,I'll never see you again,
Can't let the music stop,Until I touch your hand,Cause if I do it'll all be over,I'll never get the chance again,I'll never get the chance again,
Trying to reach out to you,Touch my hand, (I'll never get the chance again)Reach out as far as you can, (I'll never get the chance again)Only me, only you, and the band,Trying to reach out to you,Touch my hand,Yeah, yeah




Sheep..take care of yourself ya!! Enjoy..

brandz.panguin.

Thinking of the old days now uh, am i really so evil?!?!?!
nothing to say at all now..








Sheep, jia you jia you on finishing ur homework ba..take care..sorry..

brandz.panguin.

Back from my friend's, Neil bbq at his condo..The surroundings was very nice but sad to say, onli like less than 20 ppl went for it?? Jian Lin and Jian Keat went for it..and it was super fun with them..Pushed Neil into the swimming pool and in the end, i was also being pushed inside..too bad very few people..if there were more ppl..it would be so much nicer!! Just too bad the SJI boys cant attend the bbq cos they have camps!! If those YTSS ppl could come down..like madeline, Yi qian, solehah, xueli and others..the better it would be..im very sure..so sad choon keong sir cant come..haix..nvm ba..anyway i became the chef instead..hahaha..but somehow some was burned..hahaha...very tired now..hurt badly inside..

GOnna sleep now..hurt very badly..


SHeep, Stay happy!! enjoy ur holis k..take care of urself ya!! sorry..

brandz.panguin.

Ytd went to Tpy Golf range "POH BRO" with Yang Chung and whacked some balls..im still a beginner so usually i will be like missing the ball alot of times..i was scared i will whacked someone with the club ya..but luckily didnt..hahaha..my furthest i whacked was like onli 65m?!?! ahahha..nvm la..second time playing..after that went to eat near the golf range.. and it was super delicious..got pissed off with some ppl on my phone..so just continued to play along with that person thru msging..YC did help me replied some too..hahahaa..Still got plenty of homework to be done and i onli did like a few ques?!!?!?!!? pathetic rite..im like procrastinating rite now..haven eat my lunch too..nvm ba..miss the NCOC days i had with everyone...





Sheep..stay happy!! enjoy ur holis ya!! ;)

brandz.panguin.

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Back from my camp..it was super fun and wonderful k!!! Had so much great time with my platoon mates and the whole course..The food for lunch and dinner was great too!! Better than last yr NCO camp at JBAC..hahahha..the hiking was tiring was so tiring but still..it was outstanding..ANDSS was reli a nice place to be in la..have indoor sports hall too...but sad to say..i volunteered to do guard duty in the morning at 12.30am but when i woke up..my body was like urning hot la..in the end..was being pulled out..actually my body temp. started to go up to 38 degrees after i bathed..didnt know why..but was feeling ok..then midnite..evething went up agn..so was asked to go back to sleep..but in the end..got firedrill to do..my body was somehow still quite weak lor..after resting..i was feeling better..luckily i was able to participate in the Passing Out Ceremony..i was being chosen as the BEST TRAINEE AWARD for the advance leadership course..Didnt reli expect lor..cos i was onli high and proactive during the nite..dunno why..hahahaha...but somehow though i got that award..i reli do feel guilty lor for one of my fren..cos she cried and i felt reli bad..she did pretty well for the course too la..anyway jia you jia you ya..i had one moment which i will never forget that when i was doin field cooking, my fren just had all the saliva on my pants la..super gross k if u imagine it flowing down to the ground..yucks..anyway came back home bathe and suddenly got fever and still curently alitte sick..haix..still got so much homework to do and a project la!! haix.. pls go to my facebook if u wanna see more pics..sorry..


DAy 1
Woke up around 6.30..bathed and grabbed all my bags and my father sent me and Yang Chung to ANDSS..falled in at 8am and we had to take out everything out from our bag..in the morning all of us were told to knock it down already(maybe to make us feel energetic and awake ba)..they inspect our uniform and we were told to take in and out our things from our bag as we were slow in our movement..haix..after that..we went to the IT room to have our map reading lecture..was quite fun to do with my platoon..after that..went to the AVT to have our camp crafting lecture from DYSS scouts, Mr Moh Weiping( he is really a nice guy)..had a very wonderful time with everyone and we went to our respective bunks and arranged everything properly..after that went to take our field cooking set to the carpark to cook and after awhile the BLs came and the ALs were supposed to teach them how to cook but apparently we didnt at all..hahaha...and somehow I was specialised in cooking Curry Chicken due to some rumours spreading from last yr camp 2008 till now...hahaha..the most common thing in this course is that there will always be match making for ppl..ahahaha..during the field cooking..Mah Yi Qian was laughing badly that she had her saliva on my pants k..eww..at that time i reli wanna puke seriously..went to the toilet and just use the hose to wash my pants(i believe there r still some remains of her saliva there)..Jian Lin sir was just standing there laughing so loudly k..hahahahha..after that we cleaned up the whole area and falled in for the last parade...and i was supposed to wash the whole area with the water hose but in the end..Wei Chong was the one doin cos he was like laughing at me and Wai Cheung Sir told him do instead..hahaha..after that we had our platoon interaction with the officers..so we told our PC, Wei Ting mdm that we wanna played the Bili Panjang..and we made our own Awesome version!! Super nice..AWESOME roxs la!!ANd somehow on Camp day 1 nite..i was super high k!! i was like just shouting here and there.. All of us were perspiring badly..We immediately all went to bathe and it was super refreshing..The boys tot like it was goin to be super packed in the toilet but most of the cubicles were like available so the boys in my platoon took our time to bathe..probably we were the last group the bathe..hahaha...Lights out were like at 22.45 lor..and everyone in the bunk except me brought a SLeeping bag la..so in the end planned to sleep on the dusty floor lor..but luckily Hiap Hong willing to open his sleeping bag and to sleep with me..hahaha..


This was our lunch for camp day 1..nice rite?!?!

DAy 2
Woke up around 6.30 plus but all of us were told to get out of our bunk onli at 6.45(not reli sure why too)..went to the toilet to brush my teeth..and all of us took our poles and water bottles and falled in at the indoor sports hall at 7.30am and first thing we were told to do was like PT?!?!?!?! Last yr i was a PTIs so all the instructors ws told to fall out and we had to guide all the BLs..after that the course went to run one round outside the whole school..Kind of tiring but it was super fun..After that had our breakfast, which Was like Bread agn!! hahaha..Kevin and I was told to help The course I/C with a Food cheer..After eating, everyone went back to their bunks to take hiking bag and we being separated into groups and my group consist of Yi Qian, Eden, Loretta, Si Ying, Chia Min, Ian, 4 more girls and boys..having much time with them was outstanding..And our officer that followed Was Jian Lin sir!! hahaha..nice to have him..We kept making Loretta and Eden together but we almost succeeded..argh!! At 11.45, we reached back ANDSS and had our lunch which was Baked fish with rice..kind of nice..appreciated it..The ALs went to the indoor sports hall to get ready our games for the BLs and after that we went to AVT for comunity song..and didnt expected to see someone which i dun wanna see k..and last yr community song was so much far better when Jian Lin sir was teaching us..After that around 6.30plus..our games started and from wad i see..i believe all the BLs did have great time at my group station where they were supposed to write out their group name on the mahjong paper using strings..heard that our station ranked 2nd among the 4 games planned by the ALs..All of us were told to clean up the area and after that we had some interactions with our PC..and we did our Awesome bili panjang..and it ate into our bathing time by 9mins..hahaha..nvm la..our grp had our bath and it was super refreshing ya..everyone was told to take temp. and apparently mine was like 38.0!?!?!??!?!? somehow have to follow YS sir wherever he go la..but after awhile it went down to 37.4 so i was able to go back to my bunk!! volunteered to do guard duty..but unfortunately during the midnite..my body was like super hot and i was exempted..so HP mdm was like accompanying me under the dark sky..thxs alot!! She sent me back into my bunk and after 3hrs ltr..

DAy 3
there was firedrill la..everyone woke up and i was still like super weak?!?! but too bad i just carried on..there was around 3rounds where we hinished at 6.30am and after we went back to our bunks to rest before falling in at 8am..kind of tired..after morning parade..we had to do area cleaning..and my group was supposed to clean the 1st and 2nd level of the school and it was quite slacking and after that, jian lin sir came to find me and he told me something which wasnt reli expected la..i reli dunno how they choose de..i was told to keep quiet bout it first..and after everyone finish cleaning, we went to the hall for our POC rehearsal..and it was super nice la!! we were given 10mins to change into our full u and the actual ceremony will start..bla bla bla..its started and we watched a short video..and now everyone is given a certificate and here comes the award ceremony..they were like "Best Trainee Award goes to Wong Han Siang Brandon.." i was super nervous and i went up to shake the zone comm's hand..ahhahaa..shake his hand quite alot of times alr..hahaha..for FAC and many other stuffs too..jian lin sir was like everyone tau pok the best trainee..but apparently they didnt..luckily..hahahaha..

Gonna miss most of the ppl like Yi Qian, Solehah, Le yong, Jin jie, Issac, Wei Chong,Hiap Hong, Si ying, Eden, Nicholas and all the rest too!! I reli hope to see u guys agn..maybe we can go out together some other days!?!?! Take care everyone!! I will always rmbr the days and happy moments i had with u all..








Sheep..hope u reli love ur camp too!! Sorry..do take care of urself during the holis and when u go overseas k..missing you..


brandz.panguin.

haix..things aint goin the right way la..haix..once im bout to come out to light..i was being pulled back into darkness..haix..i tot everything was just goin to be fine but it turned out wrong..so, kind of hurt now..haix..wad can i reli do sia..i just have to accept it and live with it..tmr will be a preparation day for my camp la!! haix..tmr after goin to sch at 8am until 11.15am like that..nid to rush to the canteen to meet someone to give something..haix..after that have to rush back home to pack my bags for the next day..gonna miss home for 3days!! (probably not at all..hahaha)

after that, around 2pm have to rush down to tpy interchange just to take some wooden poles from my officer..super busy sia this week..dun even have the time to go and finish up my homework la..just have to wait for this week to end then for 2weeks..have to study and chiong..and the last day have my corp annul promotion camp la..thxs alot!! Hope i will be able to get into a good department lor..this june holis seems not to be 1month but 2weeks onli..so sad..nowadays i also cant reli have a very good nice sleep lor..its just as though my sleeping is just to kill some time..

hope Yc will be able to come to my house and stay ba..anyway his house is like so far from anderson sec..and if he stay at my house..he can sleep more rather than he waking up super early if he stay at semb..lets just hope he can ba..TOo many things bothering me now..1. Studies 2. Things goin on between me and that person.. (hope things can go on the right track ba..)
3. My NCOC camp!!!4. My corp camp!!! haix..reli wonder when will i be able to have a good sleep lor..

anyway having my chemistry remedials, rushed down to HQ just to take my NCO exam..and its kind of easy except for the part on Logistic..so complicated la..so i tink screwed up for that part le..haahhahhahahahahaha.....nvm..worst thing is that im gonna be platoon i/c on camp day 1 sia!! so worried...but nvm la..last yr was even worse..BLTC i/c!! hahahahahahhaa..oh ya..today after the exam..waited for all the SJI ppl and along the way..we saw a playground and we went to play la..hahahah...somehow its also a fitness corner la..then most of us tried to be some gymnast, including me la..it was reli fun la..played around fr a few hours and we were like playing all the wooden poles we bought..and sad to say..one of it..broke into two la..poor quality..hahaahhaha..

after that took the train down to marina bay then bounce back to tpy..was carrying my wooden pole..and everyone was like looking at me as though i was goin to kill them la..hahahahaha..im not a sadist k..

anyway i nid to sleep le..gtg le..nite..bye!!





Sheep..do take care of urself during the camp and drink more water ya..dun get angry ya..sorry..

brandz.panguin.

haix..today morning went for chinese remedial..didnt reli concentrate well lor..and after that went back to school at 3 plus to get my report book..was super disappointed by my results..haix..next exam i must jia you jia you alr..haix..pls bless me man..both teacher and my mother was like sitting down in front of me lecturing me lor..haix..stressed up..
Then ltr received a msg from my fren..i replied an apology and tot it was goin to be well after that but its that..things doesnt seem so easy de..haix..severely hurt agn..still rmbring bout the past 6months behind me..starting from oct..haix..its kind of sad when u think of it now..its like so heart-wrenching lor..from june 2008 till now..that feeling just kept staying in me lor..reli wish all the happiness in that 6months will come back la..haix..it was meant to be happy until now but just that things happened to change over time lor..haix..heartbroken ever since last month..haix..until now i still dunno which person can really help me out of this situation..i reli dun wan all this unhappiness between me and this person anymore la..those things aint nice at all!! But how the hell am i goin to solve it with this kind of condition now..haix..can anybody just help me out alittle?? pls man..all the 6months i do treasure them alot..but the ending is not meant to be like this at all..i wanna change the ending to be a better one..nothing is impossible if its given a chance agn..i dun wish all those happiness to turn into hatred which i dun like at all..hatred sux!! haix..i just nid some time to solve everything out la..haix..i cant let those unhappiness affect me alr..during the midst of the 6months..my academics wasnt affected at all except english..everything was still ok..but at the ending..it reli gave me a very BIG blow to me la..and i was super hurt and heartbroken everyday that affected my studies badly..that 6months matter was somehow an encouragement to me and it does always give me motivation do things la..i tried my best to make good things out of it..but somehow what have i done currently?? always causing trouble for that person whom i pissed off on Friday.. does seems that im always the troublemaker..haix..maybe i didnt do a great job out for that 6months..i reli want it badly la..its just too important to me la..i reli nid to sort things out..haix..hurt badly..IM RELI VERY SORRY TOWARDS THAT PERSON K..
In another 2more days gonna have my NCOc exam..hope i can pass ba..and after that i will be having my NCO camp at anderson la..hope the MCP will be nice and interesting ba..and the camp day 1, i will be my platoon "AWESOME" I/C la..just hope nth goes wrong ba..



Sheep, im reli sorry k..pls dun be angry with me can..

brandz.panguin.