Monday, June 1, 2009
5:24 AM
bad day..
haix..today morning went for chinese remedial..didnt reli concentrate well lor..and after that went back to school at 3 plus to get my report book..was super disappointed by my results..haix..next exam i must jia you jia you alr..haix..pls bless me man..both teacher and my mother was like sitting down in front of me lecturing me lor..haix..stressed up..
Then ltr received a msg from my fren..i replied an apology and tot it was goin to be well after that but its that..things doesnt seem so easy de..haix..severely hurt agn..still rmbring bout the past 6months behind me..starting from oct..haix..its kind of sad when u think of it now..its like so heart-wrenching lor..from june 2008 till now..that feeling just kept staying in me lor..reli wish all the happiness in that 6months will come back la..haix..it was meant to be happy until now but just that things happened to change over time lor..haix..heartbroken ever since last month..haix..until now i still dunno which person can really help me out of this situation..i reli dun wan all this unhappiness between me and this person anymore la..those things aint nice at all!! But how the hell am i goin to solve it with this kind of condition now..haix..can anybody just help me out alittle?? pls man..all the 6months i do treasure them alot..but the ending is not meant to be like this at all..i wanna change the ending to be a better one..nothing is impossible if its given a chance agn..i dun wish all those happiness to turn into hatred which i dun like at all..hatred sux!! haix..i just nid some time to solve everything out la..haix..i cant let those unhappiness affect me alr..during the midst of the 6months..my academics wasnt affected at all except english..everything was still ok..but at the ending..it reli gave me a very BIG blow to me la..and i was super hurt and heartbroken everyday that affected my studies badly..that 6months matter was somehow an encouragement to me and it does always give me motivation do things la..i tried my best to make good things out of it..but somehow what have i done currently?? always causing trouble for that person whom i pissed off on Friday.. does seems that im always the troublemaker..haix..maybe i didnt do a great job out for that 6months..i reli want it badly la..its just too important to me la..i reli nid to sort things out..haix..hurt badly..IM RELI VERY SORRY TOWARDS THAT PERSON K..
In another 2more days gonna have my NCOc exam..hope i can pass ba..and after that i will be having my NCO camp at anderson la..hope the MCP will be nice and interesting ba..and the camp day 1, i will be my platoon "AWESOME" I/C la..just hope nth goes wrong ba..
Sheep, im reli sorry k..pls dun be angry with me can..
brandz.panguin.
Then ltr received a msg from my fren..i replied an apology and tot it was goin to be well after that but its that..things doesnt seem so easy de..haix..severely hurt agn..still rmbring bout the past 6months behind me..starting from oct..haix..its kind of sad when u think of it now..its like so heart-wrenching lor..from june 2008 till now..that feeling just kept staying in me lor..reli wish all the happiness in that 6months will come back la..haix..it was meant to be happy until now but just that things happened to change over time lor..haix..heartbroken ever since last month..haix..until now i still dunno which person can really help me out of this situation..i reli dun wan all this unhappiness between me and this person anymore la..those things aint nice at all!! But how the hell am i goin to solve it with this kind of condition now..haix..can anybody just help me out alittle?? pls man..all the 6months i do treasure them alot..but the ending is not meant to be like this at all..i wanna change the ending to be a better one..nothing is impossible if its given a chance agn..i dun wish all those happiness to turn into hatred which i dun like at all..hatred sux!! haix..i just nid some time to solve everything out la..haix..i cant let those unhappiness affect me alr..during the midst of the 6months..my academics wasnt affected at all except english..everything was still ok..but at the ending..it reli gave me a very BIG blow to me la..and i was super hurt and heartbroken everyday that affected my studies badly..that 6months matter was somehow an encouragement to me and it does always give me motivation do things la..i tried my best to make good things out of it..but somehow what have i done currently?? always causing trouble for that person whom i pissed off on Friday.. does seems that im always the troublemaker..haix..maybe i didnt do a great job out for that 6months..i reli want it badly la..its just too important to me la..i reli nid to sort things out..haix..hurt badly..IM RELI VERY SORRY TOWARDS THAT PERSON K..
In another 2more days gonna have my NCOc exam..hope i can pass ba..and after that i will be having my NCO camp at anderson la..hope the MCP will be nice and interesting ba..and the camp day 1, i will be my platoon "AWESOME" I/C la..just hope nth goes wrong ba..
Sheep, im reli sorry k..pls dun be angry with me can..
brandz.panguin.
