Tuesday, June 29, 2010
5:40 AM
Befuddled.
Arr!! Its been awhile since i post again.
brandz.panguin.
Well, u can say that i have no time to do such things.
Its the 2nd day of term 2!
Seriously, i do have the interest to study. But each day, the time flies pass so fast!
I SERIOUSLY hate it when i say im gonna rest for awhile. Half an hr would mean like probably 3hrs?! And when i open my textbook, i would always and its super irritating.
I dunno why. But lately things aint going well at all.
Yeap. Had rehearsal today for St. john day. In the end, they decided to postpone it to friday instead. -.- After that, teacher did asked me to come back to help out in St. John. Yeap, im really willing to help out. Its either i continue to become an officer or as a senior :(
I wanna try out the DSA. Teacher tell me to try out by using Leadership. Well, i plan to study in JC ba. BUt well, NYJC, CJC or SAJC? Hahahaha.. I really dunno. How?! any suggestions from anyone? Please.
Urgh! Aite. shall stop here for now. No time to slack anymore. Shall go study finish up my homework and study some subjects. English lessons taught by Mr Cheng today. Really interesting lesson. Haha :) Hope the next lessons will be nice too :P
All the best people! study hard. Omg. next week thursday and its my 'o' lvl chinese oral examination!! Uh oh..
Till now, you still ignore eveything. Haix.. I dunno what to do anymore..
brandz.panguin.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
8:35 AM
World Cup fever..
Its been awhile since i post again.
brandz.panguin.
Apparently, i have been procrastinating lately.
Feeling really bored now. Thinking of what to do.
I haven't done my SS. Due to laziness. -.-
Left with around 4 english summary to do.
Feeling really bored now. Thinking of what to do.
I haven't done my SS. Due to laziness. -.-
Left with around 4 english summary to do.
When am i gonna get back into my "study" mood?!
Urgh. Regarding bout studies, I do not really what my ambitions are.
I do not why. -.-
But i must study really hard! I'm planning to go JC.
Yeap! Watching world cup now. Ghana vs Australia :) 1-1 .
Hahaha! u can say its the world cup fever.
Seriously, isnt it alittle irony? I like to watch soccer but i rarely play it.
Well, tmr plan to stay up to watch Brazil vs Ivory Coast. Brazil all the way!! Wohoo!
hahaha, hope i will not sleep right in front of my laptop. :P
Wondering should i watch Cameroon vs Germany? hahaha.
okayy enough of all those boring stuffs..
1more week and school is gonna start!!
Should i feel happy bout it or not? -.-
Yeap, thanks for your advice:P
I hope from now on, everything will become better. :P
Come back soon!
brandz.panguin.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
8:04 AM
Yeap! That's my Staff Sergeant rank :PHahaha! Came back from camp yesterday. Reached home around 2plus.
Omg. Well, this was probably the last Sjab camp im gonna have unless i continue with OTC.
But well, it takes at least 6months to be an officer. Hai~
Yeap, Had the promotion ceremony yesterday, was the commander. Screwed up alittle cause there's only one rehearsal. Saw each of my juniors being promoted and took up their posts. Really proud of them :P
From the point when they joined CCA, they changed from mischievous cadets to matured cadets.
Wohoo! Hope they will be able to do better than my batch. Its time for me to let them take over:( Probably i will still go back once or twice:)
Hahaha, the camp was really nice even though we got punished alot. Circuit pumping was pure awesome even though it was tedious. My juniors, im so gonna miss them. Especially my FAC members. :( Sjab day. Who would become the PC? Me or the new training head??
Well, I still have tonnes of homework to finish up. Hope i will be able to finish up by the 3rd week. I dunno why but i just feel like resting and slacking!! :(
Someone please push me to study!!Argh! :(
Hai~ anyone wanna go watch karate kid?Im so bored at home. Dun wish to stone at home.
Well, in order for everything in life to be normal, i cant say out how i really feel. :(
i shall not say anything.
brandz.panguin.
Monday, June 7, 2010
8:45 AM
does it have to be like this??
Yeap its midnight:) Seriously, its my 3rd day of procrastination. -.-
brandz.panguin.
Haven really been doing some productive work. What's wrong with me?!
Im supposed to use this holiday to revise and study. But here i am, staring into the air.
If i have a choice to choose between holiday and going back to school, i think going back school would be a better choice. :(
3 days time! Off i go for my promotional camp-.-
Should i be feeling happy or sad? After this camp, CCA would somehow be out of my life till o's.
Oh ya! I still have to finish my total defence gold course. And i have to wash teacher's car! -.-
I really wanna attend ndp 2010 and YOG duty. But thinking of my parents gonna chase after with a chopper and my studies, will i be able to spend my saturdays doing duties?! Probably, i should let go and concentrate on studies.
Im still a ship wandering in the ocean, heading towards no direction.
I feel really useless. Poly or JC?
Im still left with lots of english and SS to be done! Its gonna be like 2weeks already?!
and im still left with the sciences too-.-
OMG! -.-
I must force myself later to really focus hard and finish my homework. I still need to carry on with my revision.
Can the time turn back? I wanna remove my mistakes.
Hahaha, really dumb of me. Even though i have moved on, but those memories still remain in my mind. I know its useless ever since..
But well, i shall always rmbr it. even though it will be hurting.
Truthfully, when i see you move on, i do feel really happy for you but i do feel sad too.
brandz.panguin.
Friday, June 4, 2010
9:18 AM
Blame me.
Yeap.
brandz.panguin.
Went back to school for remedials again. A maths, E maths and Biology. -.-
A maths, learnt integration! Yeap. Its kinda interesting and fun to solve. i dunno why :)
Hope that i will be able to finish up all the chapters and after that, do revision and exam papers :P
E maths, just a short period of time and we have finished learning probability! Wohoo!
Can be quite interesting but confusing too.
Best thing was that most of us have gotten sick of Biology lessons. AND THAT INCLUDES ME! XD
Called teacher asked whether can postpone in the end, still carried on as per normal-.-
But just went through a few MYE questions. But most of the time, she was talking about her sons and daughter :) So yea. the time did fly faster.
After school, went to buy flowers for mdm Tham! XD
Its 18dollars. But if first time buying, i think its quite reasonable.
But the wrapper was kinda droopy. Thanks to hy and hilary, it became better :P
Yeap, worst part was about the MRT matter. Im really sorry guys. Didnt really mean to cause so much trouble for you guys. Its my fault. I know everyone would say that its not my fault, but deep inside my heart, i really feel bad. SORRY.
When i reach NUH, then i realised that i went there before. -.-
Went to find teacher at ward 48, she was not there. Thought she got discharged already.
In the end, went to ward 66. Yeap, luckily when we go and see her, the tubes and oxygen mask was already been taken out. If not, i think i will be very upset seriously. She showed us her wound. It was real gross. The steel clips was really gruesome to witness. Hahaha.
Sometimes, i even wonder why i aspired to be a doctor but grossed by these stuffs. -.-
Yeap, accompanied with her till 6. And went home. May god bless you.
Have a speedy recovery teacher! :)
Yeap, took the train till Outram park with Yvonne and down to Serangoon. Took 153 back home.
Really tired. :(
Well, i think i shall rest tmr. My camp is like next week!! -.- Thursday to Saturday.
Wohoo! Hope i will be promoted to sergeant! If possible, Staff sergeant. (whuch seems to be like unrealistic). Yeap, pray hard my juniors do pass their Nco, and lead our corp well.
from sunday, i shall try to study my a maths and all three sciences. Languages, i must force myself to buy newspaper to read le :)
i dunno whether should i go jogging. Its been awhile since i exercise.
I dun wish to grow horizontally but VERTICALLY! :)
Well, saw the bottom of your post again.
A matter on promising seems familiar. But well, i bet you wrote that sentence aint for me.
Hahaha, what am i thinking? i cant be thinking that it was for me.
brandz.panguin.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
5:52 AM
Ignore it.
Its been awhile!! :))))
brandz.panguin.
Yeap, here i am posting this post because i do not have the inspiration today to study at all. But shall try to force myself later.
Well, im really worried bout my studies. Till now, i can't decide where to go.
I really wanna study JC and strive towards my goal of being a doctor. But thinking of it, What if one day i really couldnt take it?! How? :(
But looking from the poly perception, I think im more interested in Sciences; Biomedical Science.
Its kinda interesting. Yeap, im still deciding. But looking at the situation, poly seems more suitable.
SHould i use DPA? I dunno whether what i can write bout my CCA.
Yeap, few days ago. Had my chinese o's. Paper 1 was still manageable for me :P
But for paper 2, its easier than MYE. But even though i know its easier, i doubt i will do well for it :( Pray hard that i can get at least B3. School reopens and there will be oral and listening compre, early July.
What i really wish now is that there would be at least one day for me not to worry bout anything.
Yeap, today had english and ss "workshop". Hahaha, was really bored during the english session. I decided to draw MOzzies!! :P Hahaha, i like to draw squares, pyramids and cone alot! :))
Childhood inspirations. Well, yeap. AVA room was really cold.
Tmr after school, shall go see teacher. Hope she's alright. :)
May god bless her.
This one-month holiday wont seem to be one anymore.
Time for me to study STUDY!
Haha, i have decided that i should go jogging every morning provided that i have no school and im not lazy to wake up :))
Well, i have tell myself to move on. But sometimes, it will still trigger in my mind. When i saw the bottom of the post, I really feel useless. Well, i should feel happy for her instead :) She's moved on. Still my close friend no matter what ya. Btw, congrats on getting 4strokes :))) Envy you. I at most only can get 3strokes. :(
Btw, i really hope u will still agree to our private talk k :P
brandz.panguin.
