Aite..Common test is over..BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN O LEVELS IS OVER!! urgh..Somhow i really wish o's can come faster..but i also dun wish to spend my sec 4 life so fast..Its my last yr! So yea..Talking bout common test..

English was aite..but not sure whether im able to do well anot..

Geography : Well, Gonna lose more than 8marks -.-

Chinese : HAHAHAHA!! I got 30/50..But somehow deep down my heart, im not satisfied.. I shall Fight all the way!!

Social studies: Erm, not sure if my essay was relevant-.-

A Maths: Haix..goner..

Biology& Physics: Am l able to pass?

Chemistry & E maths : Hope im able to pass. pray hard.

Well, for now..Shall let my mind rest for awhile before carrying on with studies..Im really tired of thinking of anything..Really tired..Just wanna close my eyes and relax..

All the best for your test..

Im determined to fulfill that promise.. ILY :)

1st paper, English..Narrative essay..

Yeap..wrote bout the 2nd question..on most tragic accident due to reckless attitude..Not that pessimistic..

2nd paper, Geography..Gonna miss at least 8 marks and above! Really did badly this time round..

Tmr its mother tongue! MOTHER TONGUE! MOTHER TONGUE! MOTHER TONGUE!

Nvm..just being random..

Okay..after this, will be my common test..NO COMPUTER BRANDON!!

Really disappointed with myself!! Im already sec 4 and im so lazy..

Tmr gonna mug whole day!! Urgh, Brandon..WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!!

Somehow feeling disgusted..I just wanna let you know that you have seriously changed alot!! So dun u ever say that my friend have changed..Talk bout yourself first..After today's conversation, i really think that your attitude..OMG..its really pissed me off..I dun care whether from there, u will hate me anot..I DUN CARE..But no matter what..i wanna settle some stuffs with you..Even though im not totally involved in that matter, but still..im helping a friend=.=

U know i thought it will be fruitful conversation..But it just totally turns out the other way round..When the heck do u see people talking giving the other party time limits?! Probably, i dunno HOW busy u are..Im really pissed..U weren't that innocent person i know anymore..-.-

And for the other matter, i dun see any reason why am i interfering into your personal matters..I just need to know some truth..u might not be seeing this..But somehow i trying to help you too..

I dun wish to be on anyone's side..IM NEUTRAL..

As im gonna say it again..Its just between u and me..No one else..u should know what i mean and what to do..take care..

Well woken up long time..Gonna fulfill my promise..This time i wont wanna make another grave mistake..no matter how much hope i have, i will still carry on with it..and yea, i should have listened to you from the start about some matters.. :) Good luck for you common test..All the best..

Good luck everyone!! All the best for your common test..U CAN DO IT :)

Hahaha..Hope u have a wonderful year 2010 and may u strive well for your o's aite!!

In another 2-3days, its gonna be my common test!! argh..dunno how in a dilemma now..Really worried..Shall mug like hell for tmr and sunday.. Good luck people!! All the best..u can do it :)

Okay people! Biology class was kinda into a new chapter already..Yeap!! After that was PE..HAHAHAHA..Can u believe it?!?! we were told us only to run 2rounds today? AMAZING isn't it? Ok nvm..other than all the push up, sit up and the other exercise..went to play floorball within our class..Yeapp..Have been pissed off with this person for quite a long time already..CAN WE CHANGE??!?! Urgh..? The person act as though he was damn pro..First thing, say my friend standing at the goal post like statue..WTH!! She's there for a reason aite..Well, why dun put urself in my friend's shoes? Imagine u yourself standing there and the ball rolling towards you and u missed..People commenting bout you..WOULDN'T U FEEL HURT?!?! NEXT TIME DUN SHOOT PEOPLE OFF LIKE THAT CAN?!?! Urgh.. And u also can't shoot properly..WHY SAY MY FRIEND! -.-

Well didnt have chemistry practical..Someone was absent!!

Yeap, after that had the assembly..Was watching a performance..Didnt really understand what was going on..But was amazed by the performers who had "long hands"&"long legs"..All weird weird de..Hahaha..Some eagle-luohan story..Kinda interesting actually..

As usual, Had chinese remedials..Did most of the chinese paper..

Aite..Had some serious matters to settle..After hearing some stuffs, i couldn't believe it..Luckily i ended it early..If not, i really dunno how idiot i can be..SERIOUSLY! I WAS JUST TOO RASH! Feeling like dropping dead now..Im really like a bastard..When i was still holding on to that promise..i did a grave mistake..urgh! Its my goddamn fault..

No matter how much i regret what i have done..It just wont change anymore..I was too much..

Well, from what i see "old stuffs" do carry more sentimental values and happiness rather than "new stuffs" now.. The promise i have made, im determined to fulfill it..I wouldn't wanna make another grave mistake..(let her down too much..)

From what i see, u look like u have moved on for a long time..

Furthermore, i have no rights to ask for anything le..I was at fault..i still have to say sorry.

To u, the past may have been forgotten..But it will always be rmbred in my mind.. :)

Did finish most of the chemistry wb..Shall go study after this..

Im really fascinated by Taeyang dancing skills..Real awesome can!! His wedding dress live was really nice..Hahaha..wanna learn one of his moves.. :P

Probably in another 5more days..and here comes common test!! Omg..that means o's is coming soon!! Argh..

Yeap..was talking to my friend yesterday about o's..she Got 8 and 11!! If i was her, i would be really really be elated..Can't believe it..And she still not satisfied with it..Aim was actually 6 and 9! Realy high expectations.. well for me, not sure how im gonna fare..But i must JYJY and strive hard!! All the way!! :) That goes to all my friends too!!

I have been thinking of it..well, just wanna say im sorry for ruining your day last night..It was dumb..

Well, really disappointed and heart-wrenching when i heard of some stuffs..Seriously, i had no choice..I did tried my best to tell him to stop..but i have no rights..Probably u might think its partially my fault but well, i didn't want that to happen too.. im really depressed the moment i heard that..Haix..

hope u are back in singapore le..

Well, collected only 2 red packets..Real pathetic..

Boring day..

after hearing what i am..I think im really a bastard..Letting a few people down..

Im real sorry..i know no matter how much i wanna mend my ways..it won't changed..

If i do have bad points that u find in me..pls do tell me..

Im sorry..i admit i was in the wrong..i was the cause of everything..i have no rights to ask anything from u..Well, i somehow know what the outcome would be like..but still, i wanna fulfill my promise.. no matter what..i wanna repent..

Went to my paternal's grandma house..Didn't know what to do..very boreddd..decided to play with this cute little dog which will nvr grow..apparently, my aunt just treat it like some "food picker" can?! She was like, "Ji Baobei, come here!! Got food on the floor..lick it.." Omg.. Heard so that, at home..this dog even ate hair.. =.= super gross..

Sad to say, after that..Went back straight home..Maternal's side couldnt celebrate:(

Its currently 1.22am!! The second day of the chinese new year.. But thinking..Where else can i go? Other than my father's boss house? Really depressed now..Only had 5 red packets in hand now..Isn't that pathetic?! Last time, Probably could get at least more than 20 red packets?! :(

My only aim target for this year would be at least $200. =.=

Yeap..In another one more week, and its my common test!! Haven really prepared for it..Super worried!! Urgh..Should get started studying already..since this year i dun have much places to go for new year!! JYJY..Must open my books to study!!

Felt that this year is very different from the past..

Yeap, was looking at some stuffs just now..Really felt like a BASTARD in the past..regretted doing some stuffs..WHY THE HECK WAS I SO RASH?!?! WHY THE HELL DID I ACCEPT?!?!

Im really sorry for it..

Oh yea!! Played floorball today..Really nice..Seriously disappointed with myself..POOR CROSSING SKILLS!! urgh..Sorry to those in my team today.. :(

From now on, We will make the effort to make things be more vibrant..Hope eveything will be much better..

Aite..Let's talk bout today..Really exhausted right now..But i still haven study e maths..There's a test tmr!! Shall study after this..Erm, i think my CCA is getting kinda boring..I really hope that the recruits will stay on and my juniors will be able to hold Sjab high up..When my batch graduate..Still wondering if i should join OTC next time..Yea..sitting on the fence..wondering me registering for the Footdrill instructor course was the right move..Haix..

Shall go study le..

Many things have happened of late..hope things will turn out better..

Yeap, by right..if im feeling well, i would right now be sleeping on tables..IN SCHOOL..somehow im like sitting on the fence..I feel like going for the camp cause it seems fun..But on the contrary, hearing that we are gonna be campers. OOPS..That totally change the whole mindset of mine.. =.=

Still must produce MC.. Is it cause of whatever: new leader, new style? Dun even bother..

Totally missed out alot on my studies!! and i missed my a maths test!! Urgh..Should have taken it..

Just too bad, i have to fall sick on that day..

Staying at home is just a waste of time..my body is gonna rot away..Can't take it..

Last Monday, after school was really great..Stayed out till 7plus plus..And what's strange bout it was my mum didnt even call to check!! Whoo! yeap..Today, right after physics lesson..stayed back in school to do my e maths homework..Its never ending..I dunno why..Im still left with at least 5 ques!! Urgh.. Must fight all the way!! :)

I was never happy like before anymore..The cheerful part of me have died totally..I dun feel that kind of happiness anymore..I have lost it totally..My smiles were never there anymore..Im just like a person, out of joy already..

Is there even glimpse of hope??