Had to go to HQ with my juniors for some crap thingy!! Urgh..So pissed off..Just because im the training head, does that somehow mean i must do most of the stuffs?? I have already done my part..And things aint right!! U know whaat?? Im just being sandwiched by what my CCA wants and what my parents wants!! Urgh..Sometimes, seriously..i have no mood to come back home anymore..They said i am putting TOO MUCH commitment in my CCA and is affecting my academics!! But WTF?!?! I can only step down in April can?!?!?

Im beginning to hate people now..I dun wish to say..But the way some people Talk, i cant take it..Is that tone and manner u talk..OMG!! In the past, it wasnt that bad..But lately, Its just like so Irritating to hear some ppl talk..I cant take it..Though i may not say out verbally, Im really angry in my heart..Haix, i myself know that my academics are much more important!! But how can u let just let go of my CCA part!! Im sick of answering questions bout CCA and Academics!! I NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THOSE CRAP!! STOP IT!!

Omg..yesterday i spent so much time doing much of my homework, was much much more productive than other days!! But still, there is another pile of homework waiting for me to clear up!! And next week, u wouldnt wanna know!! But i still have plenty of tests!! Monday, THERE IS PHYSICS!!! URgh.. GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need a break..i just wanna close my eyes..And think of good memories thats all..

Grrr..