Haix..one more week!! and EOY is there waiting for us..Haix..not really fully prepared k..This Sat, hope that when i study outside..im able to study from 1pm to 11pm..should really try to do that le..Cos once i study at home, i would suddenly day-dream and think bout some other stuffs. That would waste alot of my precious time!! Haix..

This year probably go China, Shandong..but have to pay full amout..Haix..But really hope this time round will be much better than last year..Cos this time round, most of my friends are going!! But im still thinking, if i dun go probably the trip would have been much better ba..So ya, lets think bout it agn..


I just dont like to stone and day-dream..Cos it always reminds me of what happened and i just feel upset..Probably you may have long forgotten it..but i still haven..i just cant get over with it..The feeling is still there..and i believe it wont be removed..It will stay there forever in my heart.. U see..THis is how i think..Last time im probably some "gold"..but as though time flies past, the gold erode and become "tissue paper". Haix, Im really scared cos i dun wish to know things are getting better or worse. If i think its getting better..The worst part will come instead..The worst thing is, once something bad comes, it takes awhile to resolve..but once a good thing comes by, it just ends so fast!! Haix..Some people still tell me that even though u have become "tissue paper", when a person is hurt or sad, they cry and the thing they need is "tissue paper"..But is it really true??

I really do yearn for the past when i had those beautiful moments..Even if i do want it back, would you?? Haix.. I really do miss you badly.. But first of all, I just wanna you to have a happy life..i think that would be nice le..


I really need to talk to you face to face privately, can you??

brandz.panguin.