Haix..i have been sleeping like 1 to 2am nowadays..couldnt sleep at all..really thinking of some stuffs badly..now i dun even have the feeling to finish up my homework cos im like really very upset now..I really need to talk to someone..but sad to say, last time at least i had one best friend whom i can confide in but lately things have changed..and im left all alone now..

In this yr, the thing i regretted most is that i have created too much misunderstanding towards a person..Till now, im really sorry..Im trying my best to change everything for the better..but look likes things aint changing..During these holi, i just kept thinking of the past we had last time..its really sad.. If i could turn back the clock..i would have chosen to mend some things..I know somehow due to the misunderstandings or other stuffs..the person still hates me..I just cant crack my mind on how to resolve that hatred in that person..

Ever since, some things happened..things just changed..I really cherish the past but my wish is now that everything could revert back to last time where things were much wonderful..my life aint getting well at all.. But when i really sit down, i know thats just only a wishful thinking on my part..i doubt things would be as per normal like last time..

Haix..yesterday was always the most special day of the month for me..it was the day that changed my whole life..I do cherish this special numeral every month..though it has ended sorrowfully, but the moments will forever stay in my heart..i will nvr forget this date..


Well lets just say, probably all the hurtful things that had happened is due to my doings ba..


shall end here..





i miss you badly sheep..cant wait to see you on monday..

brandz.panguin.