HAix..another boring and hurting day just seemed to pass..haix..Really wanna talk to someone..but just that when im about to look at the person..my mind just went blank..and i dunno wad to say le..haix..

Learned alot of things le for studies today!! =D but though i learned alot today..but its hurt me when i couldnt even have any communication with that person..if everything were like last time..where im happy being with that person..every now and then i wouldnt be like that alr..haix..maybe its just my fault..blaming it on myself..but i just reli hope a miracle may happen which would change my life..seriously, i dun wanna be an invisible paper alr..its very hurting to me..

Kept telling myself to be happy everyday..but seriously i cant do it..without that person..who is jsut so important to me..I wont give up de!! haix.. =D!


Tmr got biology test..haix..studied alittle alr..but now im using com..im so lazy!! argh!! haix..getting only alittle momentum lately..haven really reached full..CCA must come back too!! Wanna get my promotion and post!! I aslo wanna do footdrill to distress myself..long time nvr do le..surely very bad drills i have..haix..But even if CCA resumes..i still have to learn only first aid!! Cos AFA exam is coming soon!!! WTH!! haix..Miss my CCA, friends and especially __ _____.. GTG..take care everyone!! =D



SHeep, jia you jia you for ur studies k!! Always Stay happy k!! Take care..STUDY HARD but must rmbr to HAVE A HAPPY LIFE K!! =D

brandz.panguin.